been a while since i have been here. which is a very gd sign. been staying back in the lib til late to do work and study. mixed results. but all results better den anything ive achieved in the four walls im confined to while im asleep. so i guess thats gd. although come home very dead at 10+ everyday from all the studying and missing all the cool shows and stuff. but. thats the point. aint it?
got a freaking b3 again for my stupid chinese. gonna retake it again. muz try to gain back all my lost chinese which has been stored in the back of my brain since i took the paper in june. lessons have been so slack. and 2 weeks to prelims. hope i can better B3. and save my L1R5 for prelims. which are juz.. 2 weeks away? my gosh. i'll sleep soon. tired anw. spent the whole night going through physics. i tink i have been WAY too complacent about physics. loads of stuff i din know the concept clearly. now much better understanding. hope the grades will show. crystal clear concepts. i discovered. is the key to a LOT of subjects. cannot 'sama sama think like that anyhow shoot' kinda attitude. have to read and read til clear. den u can apply the concept. esp physics. very sian one. but very fulfilling in the end. i guess.
sss aint that bad after all. they are pretty lax about the attendance. but who cares. studying is the key. nobody ever bothers about wondering how to waste time during triple s. everyone is trying to study as much as possible. although the bad habits still remain. time wasting. sian. i wish all this could be removed. our class could be a more guai class. den wun spend so much time on unnecessary stuff and study. although i agree it's to relieve stress.. BUT........ sian.
i think im too direct. perhaps. i should talk behind ppl's backs? stab them from behind. and talk about their weaknesses.
common everyday happenings. how i wish it would all stop.
i can be and SHOULD be a better example for ppl and for everything and everyone i represent.
but. what is stopping me? why am i so rash.
bah. no time to think about all these stupid things. cannot afford to read all the stupid books like those in the lib. scary too. hahaha.
sleep. tmr. will bring a greater reward.....
-dang. missed hillsongs on sunday. =( -
light of the world u stepped down into darkness
opened my eyes let me see
beauty that made this heart adore you
hope of a life spent with you
here i am to worship here i am to bow down
here i am to say that ure my God
ure all together lovely all together worthy
all together wonderful to me
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